that fast, today is the last day of august. i've a weird feeling that, my batch is a lot different from the previous.

for example, the students from previous batches are taller compared to us. and they did quite well already for their prelims and my batch, needless to say. tomorrow will be september, meaning i'm only left with 1 month +. tell me how to score good results for all subjects in just that amount of time.

argh this bloody o level is freaking pissing me off.

let's talk about friday. teachers' day performance was so-so, typical singing and dancing again. band can't do without us senior citizens man, but they did pretty well anyway. after that, went back to white sands primary with amirah, sharilyn, jiabin and wujie. hazwan, haikel, hariz and jinwei were there already, ziheng and waikit arrived shortly. caught up with miss lee. ah 4 years already. xoxo much.

primary school was hell lot stress-free than secondary school. psle is easier than o's too.

well today, at least i've completed my art for prelims. kinda waste of time cos it's totally not linked to our o level work.

should be about 45 days to o level now. need to ask afiq to confirm. yeah he helped me to countdown, i think he know the remaining days better than me, lol!

sometimes i just wanna curse moe or whoever for inventing o level. it's an exam which decides your future, which its process is full of agony.

i'd almost died in today's paper. hah no lah, just sneezing every now and then, sorry for any disturbance caused.

waited for afiq to return the uniform after the paper, waited with van since she had the psp thing.

i'm not sure to be happy or not when i heard the news of me getting an award for 'graduating from taf club'. OH MAN.

i'd found out that i've got a lot to catch up when i'm taking my prelims. NEEDA BUCK UP.

was doing math questions just now when oscar showed me something real stupid and funny:
http://www.edmw.sg/viewtopic.php?f=15&t=55924

enjoy your soon-to-come holiday and this friday's teachers' day! :)

time flies when:
1) you're having fun (parties, events)
2) you're rushing for time (late for school/work)
3) you're out of time (last minute work)

guess i'm a victim of all the 3 above.

i'd watched olympics for 1 hour and 15 minutes yesterday night, which is quite weird cos i don't really go for these kinda shows.

if you know me well enough, you should know i'm constantly rushing to school, despite the fact that i'm living that close to school.

yes, i'm always studying 1 night before a test. 2 nights beforehand is a miracle.

sometimes, i wanna be a mutant with powers that will aid me a lot.

for example, storm's weather-control - sunny days for going out and rainy days for staying at home, sleeping and most importantly, WHEN TAKING EXAMS IN THE HALL.

jean grey's telepathic powers will let me know what will come up for o level, cool.

nightcrawler's teleportation allows me to reach anywhere anytime and most importantly, i won't be late.

when i grow up, i wanna be a x-men.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA ANG CHIEN HWEE. :)

one fine afternoon was wasted for today's math seminar. didn't learn anything much today. instead, the formulas they came up with made me more confused. didn't benefit from it except for receiving an easily-crumpled-file with some brochures related to the courses offered by temasek poly.

i wanna go singapore poly but it's so far from where i live. the nearest is tp and it's already quite far for me. can't blame, cos i just live a few metres away from greenview, sort of.

me, km, cameron and some 4E4 guys intended to roam around tp but decided not to anyway. kaiming suggested to go och. wow such a great idea. go there during 7th month. nice one.

today was fine until the math mock test after school. if this is my o level paper, i can go nowhere. i found out that there's a lot of questions that stumbled me. i think it's time for me to take action, instead of pushing my duties to the next day.

i kept telling myself: "i will do the work tomorrow. yes, TOMORROW."

finally, i realized, there is no 'tomorrow'.

don't you think so? isn't it better if everything has been decided for you. so you won't have to bloody dwell on it and think should i choose this or should i choose that. that's for me, most of the times.

i only like to make choices regarding things to buy, for myself.

was effin' disappointed with my o level chinese results yesterday. i got a B3 and i expected an A1, how great is that. never mind i'm gonna retake it.

it's kinda unfair if you observe the results. the only distinctions for 4 express landed only on 4E1 and 4E2. just take a look at the larger-than-life difference between their teachers and ours. maybe it's the difference in their teaching techniques, or, their abilities.

maybe, A1 is just a dream.

S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E one people one nation one singapore! happy 43rd birthday! :D

no school on monday means no monday blues.

no school on monday means no p.e which means no nafa retest.

no school on monday means a day later to hand in plate 5, 6 and 7 for art.

so yay. so happy. so fabulous. so fantastic. so wonderful. so great. so yippee. so shoik. so whoohoo.

so thank you singapore my island home! :)

so looking forward to the debut of "first class".

today's concert was a blast! when i went to take my first award, i was so tense and shaking all around. but when i was there for my second one, i felt like going for the third one! haha stupid.

cos we were told to sit in front after we got our awards, so we panicked when mr jerry came to the second floor. me, qicheng, boon kiat and alex went into the music room to hide first when we saw sijie inside. then kenze, dillon they all (mostly from 4E2) went in to hide as well. it was rather scary as when we peeked outside, he is still outside! haha exciting sia.

1 MORE DAY TO SINGAPORE'S 43RD BIRTHDAY!

at this point in time, nobody will be there for you at all times. o level is coming far too quickly.

"you said if you could fly, you'd never come back down" - this is the first sentence of the lyrics of the song 'blue bird' from naruto shippuuden's third opening theme song. i find it so true. if anybody has the potential to soar, they won't be there for you anymore.

everybody will go their separate ways after this final battle of our secondary lives. who knows, we might never see each other ever again. the only way to keep up is to work hard and spread your wings and fly together with them, or maybe even higher if you can.

people are selfish, that's one of the many cruel facts of life. no matter how nice they may appear to be, a little part of them is saying: "care about yourself first, let them fend for themselves"

i don't deny that, i'm a selfish person too. who wouldn't want the best for themselves? but this mentality has led to the fact that, the world is slowly becoming a vicious dimension. it might be too late to stop it cos, habits die hard.

not that life sucks, it's just that, we, humans, can be so scary that we don't even recognise some of our own kind anymore.

i think my com is bombarding with dee-jays. yesterday when i signed out from blogger, i closed itunes after that. nothing is there on the taskbar and the song is still playing. is it something to do with 7th month?

failed 2.4 run again, thanks to the last round. i'd have pass if i didn't walk for the last 4 rounds :( argh-li-ba-ba

i'm very scared. it's only been 2 weeks plus and i feel that the motivation i got from the course is drifting away from me. bit by bit, day by day. i feel as though i'm a magnet, a temporary one.

if you don't know physics, a temporary magnet is like a metal, or rather, a substance which is not magnetic at first, get its magnetism by a few methods which i shall not list here. a temporary magnet is totally opposite of a permanent magnet. a permanent one is hard to be magnetized, but the good thing is, it is hard for it to lose them. on the other side, a temporary magnet gets its magnetism so easily, but it loses them that easy as well. i'm afraid i'm one of them.

it's like i'm full of motivation (or energy) at the end of the course, i even posted that how confident i was that i would score great results. but my energy has been drained away by some distractions in life.

i'm really scared that one day, i would be back to square one, the metal which has no magnetism at all. i can't describe how worried i am by words. on top of it, i guess none of my friends realized that. they may have seen me slacking away in school, but thinking that i would be studying at home. no.

maybe i should just get my magnetism from my friends. just like covalent bonding (it's chemistry). maybe i should share some energy with them and get motivated and get that ass on work. maybe i should try it out tomorrow. maybe i don't hate chemistry as i do last time. maybe i don't hate physics that much like last time. maybe i'm more interested in science. maybe i got a tiny winy flow of magnetism in my mind, body and soul now by blogging. maybe, maybe.

can't believe i typed so many wordings that includes science, wow with me.

man, not monday again. 2.4 km run tomorrow, prepare to sweat like some pig from some sty.