what i'd get in return for my good results:
confirmed:
- get into a poly
- able to choose a course of my choice
- $10 per A1/A2 from tan jiabin

maybe:
- get to keep a dog (very unlikely)
- nintendo wii + ds
- new ipod/hp

hulala.

i'd a really weird dream this morning. first i'm at this zoo with no cages, no enclosures, no nothing. animals are allowed to roam freely. and then people around me shunned from the tigers, lions, all those fierce cats, of course.

while looking for familiar faces, an ostrich came barging at me and bit my neck like a vampire. of course i couldn't feel any pain in my dream, but i'm really frightened. nobody came to render assistance. for that moment of time, i feel so helpless.

had that dream (or nightmare) this morning at around 9+. woke up at 10+ and fell asleep, finally regain full consciousness at 11am. damn, slept at 12am yesterday yet woke up so late.

i'll be having science practical tomorrow. cos i'm in shift 2, i'll be quarantined until everybody is done, shucks. don't know why they used that term, sounds like we're having some kinda disease. whoa sars outbreak #2. ok then, best of luck to all having practical tomorrow.

ciao. xoxo.

can you believe that i don't know what o levels are for until mid april - june? wait, i think i mentioned it before. ok, i didn't know why i come to school and study until motivation camp. that's very stupid. i came to school cos i was told to.

just like that time when i'm choosing my secondary school. i'm being led around without knowing what's going on. i realised that how doofus i am when i see people younger than me already have their goals in mind and here i am, don't know what the heck am i doing for the past few years.

it's weird but, i think i came to school because of my friends. imagine you would be studying in a classroom with people talking among themselves leaving you alone. i was in that situation before, and i'm telling you, it's agony.

i don't know what came over me, the mood when blogging the previous post just faded and now i'm just feeling damn stupid. as if everyone has already forgot about me. band mates, classmates, all of them. this feeling is killing me.

it's not just any common test, or PSLE, it's GCE 'O' LEVEL.

graduation ceremony was filled with different kinds of emotions, you know what they are. :(

after that, went to tm with mr lim and some classmates to watch "eagle eye". before that, we went to the food court to grab a bite. thanks cameron and martha for offering their drinks to me, van for her ice kachang and hasif for his going-to-be-finished-green tea. see? everyone loves me.

the show's kinda boring at first but it's getting more and more exciting. the shattering sounds of windows and cars nearly killed my ears. the part where sam's going to reach the note and then it's doomsday kinda resembles a part of a movie (but it's a piano instead of a trumpet), but i forgot what show is it.

the most zzz part is, that anonymous caller threatening and giving them orders all day long was actually a computer! a supercomputer at least, some master program, jeez.

things need to be done asap:
- confirm the topic i'm gonna do for art
- complete the remaining questions from phy & chem tys
- complete the math papers from other schools given by mr chionh
- read all those history and ss notes, and remember them! (the toughest i suppose)

reminder:
- get back $5 from najat and $0.20/$0.30 from rebecca (i can't even remember the amount, ah forget it)
- gather the pictures taken yesterday (graduation ceremony)

tomorrow (specifically today) would be my last day of secondary school. needless to say, everyone knows the good and bad things about that.

4 years is just gone like that, and until mid april - june then i realised, how important o levels are. a blink of an eye? perhaps.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSAE NIANG! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, ERICA AND DANIEL (YESTERDAY)!
(erica's the first babe to share the same birthday as me, and the first guy is daniel)

intended to go to estelle's place to watch american pie but can't, cos her dad's home. so we ended up playing monopoly. estelle lost the bet and have to treat me and van to mac (YES!). it's funny cos estelle asked us wanna bet and she ended up being the victim.

after that we watched "she's the man". cute movie.

all right back to my tys. (people refer it to ten-year series, for me, it's thank you suckers)

(mas) selemat hari raya to the muslims!

happy children's day to me!

enjoy your one-day-holladay everyone!